by me.

Sometimes a bad joke can be good.

I used to be a real dick about comedy. I still don’t laugh at anything that isn’t funny to me, but people who make dumb corny jokes are really just trying get through their day. It might sound sad but that’s the way it is. I make jokes all the time and if they’re really good I’m say them on stage. But the thing is most of the time I don’t know how funny they are to other people. I don’t feel like any of my material is that great, but most of it makes me laugh on the inside. So if I find them funny there’s a chance someone else does too. So lesson learned it doesn’t have to be funny to me. As long as it’s funny to them and that’s all that matters. Why go through life without a sense of humor? Life is hard and scary most of the time. So we need to laugh or even make ourselves laugh from time to time. I’ve always loved making me people laugh. I don’t like to repeat words when I write, but I don’t how else to say it.
I think people need to do this sometimes or else they’ll go crazy. I don’t know why I love doing this so much. I just always have. I’m not happy all the time though, and to tell the truth half of the time I have no idea how I come up with any of my jokes. They just come to me based on what’s going on in my life I guess. I don’t know how other comedians write jokes. I guess a lot of people just pick subjects to talk about or they’re lucky enough to have funny stories in their life. I don’t feel like I do most of the time. Some things are just funny to me and some how I can come up with joke about it.

The Lonely Guy

I watched a movie called the Lonely Guy and it made me feel not so bad as I do right now. I can get pretty lonely. I don't have a lot of close friends but I know so many wonderful people and I'm a truly blessed man, but somehow I can still feel down trodden. It's hard for me to feel happy all the time and you can't be happy all the time and that's the sad part and though that seems pretty obvious, but this is a feel good and it stars Steve Martin and Charles Grodin who is hilarious in this movie. I love the part where they're in the park talking about how you never see a bald bum. Cause I've never seen either. Anyway it's just hilarious you have to watch it. Steve Martin goes through this whole movie thinking he's a lonely guy but throughout the entire movie he knows he's not the only one. He never forgets this and he's always thinking of others beside himself. I could learn a lot from this. 

Why are we so self absorbed? I don't know how it is in other countries but Americans do feel self absorbed I know this for sure. All this consumerism and commercialization it's so unfair to our eye. 

But not to get too far off track here it's a feel good movie and I like those and it's not at all corny either. The jokes and good and not in poor taste. It ends up having a happy ending too. And it's bit cliche but that's really the only I found wrong with it. So it's not perfect but really what movie is in this day and age. 

Deadpool movie

Movies don't always have to be two hours long. The new Deadpool movie is coming ou in February and it's going to be 2 hours long. This isn't nessecary. I would be happy with a hour and forty minute Deadpool but it has to be two hours cause ever movie today has to be two hours long. What's wrong with us that every movie made today has to be two hours long or longer and more epic than the last. Nobody can be outdone. Our attitude is more about qauntity than it is about quality, and quality movies aren't made anymore. All we have is block busters and the rest of them. Just a bunch of trash if you ask me.
I'm sorta excited for this movie, but then again it just seems so non outlandish from the Deadpool comic book. Especially the one being made today. I don't understand it and another question that's on my mind is; how many people is Deadpool going to kill in this movie? Cause that's what he does. Is it all just going to jokes and no killing? Sure does seem like it, and there's no Domino in the movie. What gives? No cable either.  Now don't get me wrong I like whose in the movie. Colossus needs to be in every X-Men movie, but whose the bad guy? Is there one at all cause I haven't seen one. So I guess it's Angel Dust... according to the trailer the only people he beats up are random thugs. It's going to be good movie either way just tell me more that's all I'm saying.

Weird stuff

Online dating is weird. I like meeting someone out of the blue and she just happens to like you too. That doesn't seem to happen anymore for a lot of people. It's odd. You have to go on there and talk to some stranger like you've met them but not in person. 

I like meeting people. I have since I was little. I was never really that small though. Always the tallest kid in my class. I failed kindergarten. I turned 7 the next year. The other kids couldn't believe I was 7 and in kindergarten. It was embarrassing. I was the tallest in our Christmas play. 

 I almost in the gifted and talented program. So I'm neither because I could passed some dumb test. But before I was taking the test there was this girl, Meredith, who was really smart, and she liked meeting people from that point on I did too and made my business to like meeting people cause I knew I would meet a lot of people in my life. 

But now it's not so easy to meet other adults especially women who even want to talk to you about anything under the sun. It's sad really. I like talking to girls they're much easier to talk to than guys. I've never had a tough time talking to girls, but in the online world they take more precaution, and they should more than ever now. You don't always know you're talking to online. People pray on the innocent. It's a fearful world we live in today. 

I know I'm a good person but they don't know me and most of time it seems like they want to know me or meet me in real life. I would like to meet almost anybody though. I'm a private people and I do want to be left alone sometimes, but really I get lonely like anybody else. And I'm vulnerable like anybody else in those times and sometimes I just want someone to talk to me. Even in crowded rooms surrounded by people I know I can feel alone. I know I'm not someone who will always start conversations with someone and I'm okay with this. I shouldn't have to always do that with someone. It's nice to have someone who wants to be around you and I don't feel like I know a lot of people are this way. I don't know people well. And they don't seem to want me to know them well either. I don't get it. I want to be someone they can confide in. Someone they trust. I'm honest to them they should be that way back. I don't know why this the way it is. 

http://www.mediafire.com/?ksb9nygzd8wfgt1

http://www.mediafire.com/?mfzhngpx4af3onk

http://www.mediafire.com/?dyopzjlf7o4ytq5

These are the last three podcasts in downloadable form.

new podcast

So I'm doing a podcast. A random music podcast I did this before a while back and I felt like doing it again and here it is. All these songs are from our itunes. http://www.mediafire.com/?q3n8j3apk1qoj21

I have decided to post more short stories.

Many Things

things hard things

The last couple of weeks have been really hard for both of us. I can't really say too much about this because it's just far too personal for the internet. But what I will say is thanks to all who have prayed for Heather's Dad. No matter what's going on with him I know that he is loved by all of you. This is anything but easy for us to deal with. So whatever you do don't stop praying for him he needs all the prayer he can get right now.
On another note I got a pt job at Sam's Club in their cafe area. It's not particular a good job, but it is a job nonetheless and that's what matter most to me about it. It's a little bit like Little Caesar's because pizza is served there, but other than that it's different. The thing I like most about it is making pizzas. I didn't make a lot of pizza's at Little Caesar's. But now I wish I did it would have made that job so much more enjoyable. The best thing about the job is that so far I haven't had to wash a lot of dishes so I am happy about that too. The major dislike about the job is that time just seems to go by so slow there that it almost makes me think that Sam's Club runs on it's own alternate diminsional clock. It goes by incredibly slow there. And it's the busy place I have ever worked at. I mean it's ridiculos how busy that place gets. But it is better than sitting around the apartment.
Please continue to pray for the McNeely family they need all the love they can get right now and thanks again for everybody's help that he has received. God is still working on Phillip McNeely.
I am so glad that so many people want to visit him. He is a man that is loved by many people.

Podcasting

When I was in high school I used to listen to this show on the Oregon University sation. It's was a Hardcore and Metal show. From then on I really wanted to have my radio show where I would play the music I liked. Now I can do that by making a podcast with garage band. This is my podcast. I thought about calling it eclectic electric. When I was in high school I was going to call my show extremities, which might be a better name. But it's doesn't apply to all the music anyway here it is for all of you to download and listen in your car or whatever.

Songlist

Band:Song

1. Advent-eulogy
2. At the drive in-initiation
3. The Dambuilders-Idaho
4. Today Forever-Dating Jill
5. For Today-With a passion Burning
6. The Appleseed Cast-A Dream For us
7. Armor For Sleep-Phantoms now
8. As I lay Dying-Elegy
9. Audio Karate-Jesus is Alive and Well Living in Mexico
10. The Dropkick Murphys-Famous For Nothing
11. A Plea for Purging-Golden Barriers
12. Haste the Day-68
13. Impending Doom-Peace Illusion
14. Maylene and the sons of Disaster-The End is Here
15. Maylene and the Sons of Disaster-Caution:Dangerous Curves Ahead
16. Azmaveth-Stigma From Hell
http://www.mediafire.com/?z4slr1jl3zcvekr <-------podcast download

I'm bored out of my mind for most of today, I have been for most of the week. I just want to go somewhere right now, I don't know where though.

Football!

I am ready for the game we're going to. I know we will win because I've never heard of this college. I was at first surprised to see Arkansas at #17 since we only had an 8-5 record. But the people who put us there know that we would be better this year and I think Arkansas is going to do a lot better this year. I am so ready for football season. I'm doing fantasy football again, last year I went 7-6 and made the playoffs as a wild card team. I lost my first playoff game. Not bad for my first year. I'm in a league now that has 4 teams in the playoffs than 8 like last year. But I think I will do good this time. It's fun I like it more than I thought I would. I wish I was in a league with some people I knew though. I joined a league from Arkansas. The name of my team is Bonesaw's ready. I hope to dominate this year.


Go Hogs!

church

I've been writing my blogs on my facebook page. If you didn't know.

I'm listening the the Church of The Harvest praise and worship team. I used to play some of these songs in church. I really miss the Village church, In my mind I would really like to have one more service there. It's hard to let go sometimes. I'm glad I'm still in touch with most of the people I met there. We've been going to a new church called Midtowne church and I feel really young around everybody there. I like going though, It's good to hear a message that's current in our lives that we can apply to ourselves and not just sit and listen to some one's ideas about Christ. I get Christ's teachings from the messages. I would really like to return to playing music with people from Midtowne Church and I feel like it's going to happen eventually.
At the Village church I was kind thrown into it after I told them I could play and i was alright with that. Then I never got to play at Mosaic. But recently I've been talking back and forth with Kenny Robbinson about playing music at Midtowne.

I hope to play guitar there soon.

I'm trying to write something, hold on. That's probably not it. Sometimes I really don't like what I write.

Outside

It's hot outside but not too hot. I'm glad I love the heat. I also love my wife, she doesn't feel good today, please pray for her to feel better I would like that. Church was good yesterday. It was about preaching the word to people. I need to do that more it's not easy sometimes.

People have found out how to make harmonicas out of old nes games that is cool. I used to have a harmonica I could never play anything on it I suck at it. I have always wanted one of those things that connects a harmonica to a guitar and I don't even own an acoustic guitar. Someday I will be a famous folk singer and sell millions of albums and only eat brown m and m's it will be awesome. My wife will learn to play drums and we will start a band. We will play Saturday Night live and host as well because I have always wanted to do that. And we are funny. Meat Cookies are yummy so are meat popsicles but not hairry lollypops. I want to goto Hawaii.

UFG

I've been watching the new Ultimate Fighter Season and it's pretty good so far. I like some of the fighters and there are some I dislike. Tito Ortiz is not as nearly annoying as he is in the ring he is actually a pretty good coach I think. But he's still annoying in the ring, I don't care what you think about him I don't like him. They announced that Forest Griffin is fighting Antonio Rogerio Nogera I know I spelled that wrong, so that should be a good fight, I've never seen Antonio fight before, but I hear he's really good. He's been out of commision for a while though. I would like to see Forrest win because I like him.

I'm still wondering how Lost will end. Any predictions?

All we need

God must be the center of your life, if he is not then pray that he is. This is very important in our world of false hopes we have truth and that truth is Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is the one person who can fulfill your life the only way for this to happen is to have him as the center of your life. We live in a world where other things rule our lives, these things that we call interest, which aren't bad to have of course) can become idols and this can become deadly for us. So what's the center of your life? Is it Jesus? Or is it something else. We all need help in this life and Jesus provides us with this help, this help that we all need.