Deadpool movie

Movies don't always have to be two hours long. The new Deadpool movie is coming ou in February and it's going to be 2 hours long. This isn't nessecary. I would be happy with a hour and forty minute Deadpool but it has to be two hours cause ever movie today has to be two hours long. What's wrong with us that every movie made today has to be two hours long or longer and more epic than the last. Nobody can be outdone. Our attitude is more about qauntity than it is about quality, and quality movies aren't made anymore. All we have is block busters and the rest of them. Just a bunch of trash if you ask me.
I'm sorta excited for this movie, but then again it just seems so non outlandish from the Deadpool comic book. Especially the one being made today. I don't understand it and another question that's on my mind is; how many people is Deadpool going to kill in this movie? Cause that's what he does. Is it all just going to jokes and no killing? Sure does seem like it, and there's no Domino in the movie. What gives? No cable either.  Now don't get me wrong I like whose in the movie. Colossus needs to be in every X-Men movie, but whose the bad guy? Is there one at all cause I haven't seen one. So I guess it's Angel Dust... according to the trailer the only people he beats up are random thugs. It's going to be good movie either way just tell me more that's all I'm saying.

Weird stuff

Online dating is weird. I like meeting someone out of the blue and she just happens to like you too. That doesn't seem to happen anymore for a lot of people. It's odd. You have to go on there and talk to some stranger like you've met them but not in person. 

I like meeting people. I have since I was little. I was never really that small though. Always the tallest kid in my class. I failed kindergarten. I turned 7 the next year. The other kids couldn't believe I was 7 and in kindergarten. It was embarrassing. I was the tallest in our Christmas play. 

 I almost in the gifted and talented program. So I'm neither because I could passed some dumb test. But before I was taking the test there was this girl, Meredith, who was really smart, and she liked meeting people from that point on I did too and made my business to like meeting people cause I knew I would meet a lot of people in my life. 

But now it's not so easy to meet other adults especially women who even want to talk to you about anything under the sun. It's sad really. I like talking to girls they're much easier to talk to than guys. I've never had a tough time talking to girls, but in the online world they take more precaution, and they should more than ever now. You don't always know you're talking to online. People pray on the innocent. It's a fearful world we live in today. 

I know I'm a good person but they don't know me and most of time it seems like they want to know me or meet me in real life. I would like to meet almost anybody though. I'm a private people and I do want to be left alone sometimes, but really I get lonely like anybody else. And I'm vulnerable like anybody else in those times and sometimes I just want someone to talk to me. Even in crowded rooms surrounded by people I know I can feel alone. I know I'm not someone who will always start conversations with someone and I'm okay with this. I shouldn't have to always do that with someone. It's nice to have someone who wants to be around you and I don't feel like I know a lot of people are this way. I don't know people well. And they don't seem to want me to know them well either. I don't get it. I want to be someone they can confide in. Someone they trust. I'm honest to them they should be that way back. I don't know why this the way it is. 

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These are the last three podcasts in downloadable form.

new podcast

So I'm doing a podcast. A random music podcast I did this before a while back and I felt like doing it again and here it is. All these songs are from our itunes. http://www.mediafire.com/?q3n8j3apk1qoj21

I have decided to post more short stories.

Many Things

things hard things

The last couple of weeks have been really hard for both of us. I can't really say too much about this because it's just far too personal for the internet. But what I will say is thanks to all who have prayed for Heather's Dad. No matter what's going on with him I know that he is loved by all of you. This is anything but easy for us to deal with. So whatever you do don't stop praying for him he needs all the prayer he can get right now.
On another note I got a pt job at Sam's Club in their cafe area. It's not particular a good job, but it is a job nonetheless and that's what matter most to me about it. It's a little bit like Little Caesar's because pizza is served there, but other than that it's different. The thing I like most about it is making pizzas. I didn't make a lot of pizza's at Little Caesar's. But now I wish I did it would have made that job so much more enjoyable. The best thing about the job is that so far I haven't had to wash a lot of dishes so I am happy about that too. The major dislike about the job is that time just seems to go by so slow there that it almost makes me think that Sam's Club runs on it's own alternate diminsional clock. It goes by incredibly slow there. And it's the busy place I have ever worked at. I mean it's ridiculos how busy that place gets. But it is better than sitting around the apartment.
Please continue to pray for the McNeely family they need all the love they can get right now and thanks again for everybody's help that he has received. God is still working on Phillip McNeely.
I am so glad that so many people want to visit him. He is a man that is loved by many people.