Sometimes a bad joke can be good.

I used to be a real dick about comedy. I still don’t laugh at anything that isn’t funny to me, but people who make dumb corny jokes are really just trying get through their day. It might sound sad but that’s the way it is. I make jokes all the time and if they’re really good I’m say them on stage. But the thing is most of the time I don’t know how funny they are to other people. I don’t feel like any of my material is that great, but most of it makes me laugh on the inside. So if I find them funny there’s a chance someone else does too. So lesson learned it doesn’t have to be funny to me. As long as it’s funny to them and that’s all that matters. Why go through life without a sense of humor? Life is hard and scary most of the time. So we need to laugh or even make ourselves laugh from time to time. I’ve always loved making me people laugh. I don’t like to repeat words when I write, but I don’t how else to say it.
I think people need to do this sometimes or else they’ll go crazy. I don’t know why I love doing this so much. I just always have. I’m not happy all the time though, and to tell the truth half of the time I have no idea how I come up with any of my jokes. They just come to me based on what’s going on in my life I guess. I don’t know how other comedians write jokes. I guess a lot of people just pick subjects to talk about or they’re lucky enough to have funny stories in their life. I don’t feel like I do most of the time. Some things are just funny to me and some how I can come up with joke about it.

The Lonely Guy

I watched a movie called the Lonely Guy and it made me feel not so bad as I do right now. I can get pretty lonely. I don't have a lot of close friends but I know so many wonderful people and I'm a truly blessed man, but somehow I can still feel down trodden. It's hard for me to feel happy all the time and you can't be happy all the time and that's the sad part and though that seems pretty obvious, but this is a feel good and it stars Steve Martin and Charles Grodin who is hilarious in this movie. I love the part where they're in the park talking about how you never see a bald bum. Cause I've never seen either. Anyway it's just hilarious you have to watch it. Steve Martin goes through this whole movie thinking he's a lonely guy but throughout the entire movie he knows he's not the only one. He never forgets this and he's always thinking of others beside himself. I could learn a lot from this. 

Why are we so self absorbed? I don't know how it is in other countries but Americans do feel self absorbed I know this for sure. All this consumerism and commercialization it's so unfair to our eye. 

But not to get too far off track here it's a feel good movie and I like those and it's not at all corny either. The jokes and good and not in poor taste. It ends up having a happy ending too. And it's bit cliche but that's really the only I found wrong with it. So it's not perfect but really what movie is in this day and age.