by me.

Sometimes a bad joke can be good.

I used to be a real dick about comedy. I still don’t laugh at anything that isn’t funny to me, but people who make dumb corny jokes are really just trying get through their day. It might sound sad but that’s the way it is. I make jokes all the time and if they’re really good I’m say them on stage. But the thing is most of the time I don’t know how funny they are to other people. I don’t feel like any of my material is that great, but most of it makes me laugh on the inside. So if I find them funny there’s a chance someone else does too. So lesson learned it doesn’t have to be funny to me. As long as it’s funny to them and that’s all that matters. Why go through life without a sense of humor? Life is hard and scary most of the time. So we need to laugh or even make ourselves laugh from time to time. I’ve always loved making me people laugh. I don’t like to repeat words when I write, but I don’t how else to say it.
I think people need to do this sometimes or else they’ll go crazy. I don’t know why I love doing this so much. I just always have. I’m not happy all the time though, and to tell the truth half of the time I have no idea how I come up with any of my jokes. They just come to me based on what’s going on in my life I guess. I don’t know how other comedians write jokes. I guess a lot of people just pick subjects to talk about or they’re lucky enough to have funny stories in their life. I don’t feel like I do most of the time. Some things are just funny to me and some how I can come up with joke about it.

The Lonely Guy

I watched a movie called the Lonely Guy and it made me feel not so bad as I do right now. I can get pretty lonely. I don't have a lot of close friends but I know so many wonderful people and I'm a truly blessed man, but somehow I can still feel down trodden. It's hard for me to feel happy all the time and you can't be happy all the time and that's the sad part and though that seems pretty obvious, but this is a feel good and it stars Steve Martin and Charles Grodin who is hilarious in this movie. I love the part where they're in the park talking about how you never see a bald bum. Cause I've never seen either. Anyway it's just hilarious you have to watch it. Steve Martin goes through this whole movie thinking he's a lonely guy but throughout the entire movie he knows he's not the only one. He never forgets this and he's always thinking of others beside himself. I could learn a lot from this. 

Why are we so self absorbed? I don't know how it is in other countries but Americans do feel self absorbed I know this for sure. All this consumerism and commercialization it's so unfair to our eye. 

But not to get too far off track here it's a feel good movie and I like those and it's not at all corny either. The jokes and good and not in poor taste. It ends up having a happy ending too. And it's bit cliche but that's really the only I found wrong with it. So it's not perfect but really what movie is in this day and age. 

Deadpool movie

Movies don't always have to be two hours long. The new Deadpool movie is coming ou in February and it's going to be 2 hours long. This isn't nessecary. I would be happy with a hour and forty minute Deadpool but it has to be two hours cause ever movie today has to be two hours long. What's wrong with us that every movie made today has to be two hours long or longer and more epic than the last. Nobody can be outdone. Our attitude is more about qauntity than it is about quality, and quality movies aren't made anymore. All we have is block busters and the rest of them. Just a bunch of trash if you ask me.
I'm sorta excited for this movie, but then again it just seems so non outlandish from the Deadpool comic book. Especially the one being made today. I don't understand it and another question that's on my mind is; how many people is Deadpool going to kill in this movie? Cause that's what he does. Is it all just going to jokes and no killing? Sure does seem like it, and there's no Domino in the movie. What gives? No cable either.  Now don't get me wrong I like whose in the movie. Colossus needs to be in every X-Men movie, but whose the bad guy? Is there one at all cause I haven't seen one. So I guess it's Angel Dust... according to the trailer the only people he beats up are random thugs. It's going to be good movie either way just tell me more that's all I'm saying.

Weird stuff

Online dating is weird. I like meeting someone out of the blue and she just happens to like you too. That doesn't seem to happen anymore for a lot of people. It's odd. You have to go on there and talk to some stranger like you've met them but not in person. 

I like meeting people. I have since I was little. I was never really that small though. Always the tallest kid in my class. I failed kindergarten. I turned 7 the next year. The other kids couldn't believe I was 7 and in kindergarten. It was embarrassing. I was the tallest in our Christmas play. 

 I almost in the gifted and talented program. So I'm neither because I could passed some dumb test. But before I was taking the test there was this girl, Meredith, who was really smart, and she liked meeting people from that point on I did too and made my business to like meeting people cause I knew I would meet a lot of people in my life. 

But now it's not so easy to meet other adults especially women who even want to talk to you about anything under the sun. It's sad really. I like talking to girls they're much easier to talk to than guys. I've never had a tough time talking to girls, but in the online world they take more precaution, and they should more than ever now. You don't always know you're talking to online. People pray on the innocent. It's a fearful world we live in today. 

I know I'm a good person but they don't know me and most of time it seems like they want to know me or meet me in real life. I would like to meet almost anybody though. I'm a private people and I do want to be left alone sometimes, but really I get lonely like anybody else. And I'm vulnerable like anybody else in those times and sometimes I just want someone to talk to me. Even in crowded rooms surrounded by people I know I can feel alone. I know I'm not someone who will always start conversations with someone and I'm okay with this. I shouldn't have to always do that with someone. It's nice to have someone who wants to be around you and I don't feel like I know a lot of people are this way. I don't know people well. And they don't seem to want me to know them well either. I don't get it. I want to be someone they can confide in. Someone they trust. I'm honest to them they should be that way back. I don't know why this the way it is. 

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These are the last three podcasts in downloadable form.

new podcast

So I'm doing a podcast. A random music podcast I did this before a while back and I felt like doing it again and here it is. All these songs are from our itunes. http://www.mediafire.com/?q3n8j3apk1qoj21